i have got to admit.. my life so far is just like living under a coconut shell. As it is said in the Malay proverb "Katak di bawah tempurung" which means frog under a coconut shell? :)

By all means let me explain. I just haven't traveled much. Haven't even been to Singapore! How wonderful is that? I have traveled (or basically traveled pass) most of the states in Malaysia but havent really stopped and ventured into these places. I haven't gone to all crooks and alleys of my own hometown which by the way is Penang + Kuantan + Ipoh..

penang = beautiful, not clean but it is unique thanks to the old remaining colonial buildings plus an overflux of new condos and sky scraping towers. walking around town, you will be able to see starbucks next to an old chinese coffee shop, with coffee served with canned milk and in old china..
i think it is one of the nicest states in Malaysia..

Kuantan- has beautiful beaches. dot.

ipoh- gotta say its pretty boring. far away from beaches or seas. no sea-breeze :( no nice hang out place except for boring old Jusco.. but most of my current frens r from Ipoh.. n for that it is in a small nook of my heart..:)

wahhhhhhhh....:(((((


its saturday..n im holed up in uni..alone.. watching anime..hehe
anyone kind hearted ,

good looking, hawt, sexy, rich, nice person wanna take me out ???

(im broke too)...!!

a conversation i had yesterday with roachie

me : guys shouldnt have long hair
roach: y not. long hair sexy wat. especially if its straightened
me: eee... no no.. guys only look nice with short hair
roach: not fair ryt.
me: guys can keep long hair with a few rules..
rule 1: if yr an artist
rule 2: if yr a musically inclined person
rule 3: if u play any instruments that requires you to bob your head up n down
rule 4: if yr a priest...

kakakakakka..
indian priest (sorry to all priests out there).. they have this tuft of hair at the back of their head.. but then some of them actually have quite a

lot

er long hair.. and it will be in a bun..

and i seriously think its really funny.. almost samurai like,, only they aren't as macho..

u decide..

lie lie lie
if the clouds were to fall apart and its all your fault,
you would just close your eyes,
pretending it is not happening
and probably blame me for it

yet again.. and again..

blaming me
for making the world go round and round..

if I am the reason you aren't behaving right,
why cant i be the reason behind all smiles and living things

its been quite a difficult year.. but as it always go, what doesnt kill you makes you stronger. But then again, there is still a long way to go before the year ends.. that said, I guess I can brave my heart and hope for more experiences to learn from and ponder..

my future is uncertain.. I attended an interview yesterday with UKM KL for masters of clinical psychology.. The campus is in KL, precisely next to Hospital Kuala Lumpur (sorry peeps, no photos). Pretty isolated, and empty. Am unsure if thats how it is or probably due to exam season. Dad really wants me to continue my Masters there, but what I want is to go overseas. Probably UK or anywhere really. Get a breath of fresh air. Experience new life, new experiences, new everything.

No im not running away. or maybe i am.. I guess you just get to start afresh, paint a new face, new facade of yourself,, get new friends, and a whole new life.. It would be nice to loosen up, without people having too much of expectations on you to behave all prim and proper. It isnt so much of what others expect of you than what you expect for yourself..

But then again, no matter what i still would like to go off, travel a bit, meet new people and breathe..

where shall i go...

1st option : Masters in UK - RM 80000
2nd option: masters in Canada - cheaper but intake is on sept 09.. (wat am i to do for a year)
3rd option: mAsters in Ukm - 1st year here n 2nd year elsewhere.. credit transfer... (pretty good option ryt?)
4th option: find a rich bugger n get married to him...

hmm 4th option is the most viable.. i should find a rich old fart, marry him.. scrap off all his cash (hard-earned or otherwise) n travel n do as i wish.. :)


p.s: any old or er young rich ones lookin for a wife?? :)

its been a long time since i posted a blog here.. minus the one i wrote a few weeks ago regarding someone which turned out to be a false alarm..
i need a camera.. my blog is too boring.. i love photos.. quirky photos, odd shots.. not gothic or anything of that sort, but just timeless beauty, of perhaps a red post box in the middle of the town square, a lil girl playing in a puddle,.. a picture is always worth a thousand words.. the ability to capture time in essence.. so..till i get a camera (no i am not going to abandon my blog) i am going to just get photos that depict whatever i am talking about from the net..

i love photography, and art - especially interior & fashion.. i am not sure when this started but i do know since i was a teen i was sketching, both forms, and loved to dream of how i should decorate my house... i love the deco featured here in An Indian Summer , aphrochic, howaboutorange and so many more.. needless to say the beauty of my home is of utmost importance to me.. n i keep asking myself, y am i studying psychology instead of design.. its pretty frustrating seriously,, especially when i start thinking of a new design, i can hardly get a wink. i will be tossing and turning, thinking of the colour pallete and scheme and items and everything!

i am helping mom decorate the house for sis's engagement party n also for the wedding in june.. i shall upload photos of it.. we recently painted the feature wall orange, bright warm hue, ethnicy i must say... everything is fine, and suitable except for the fact that dad loves to hang lots of photos all around the house.. it would actually be fine if not for the different types of frames and colour... so it is just a lil messy and over loaded.. hmmm... for now,, be patient and make do with this photos of local food:)
1st) mushroom soup
2nd n 3rd) thai food from Amarin Thai in Midvalley.. their food is simply superb... mouthwatering-ly delicious...