today is the The day I get to smile, and look back and still keep smiling..

I know my posts have been all mundane, and bleak and pretty much all dysthymic and all. But today it changes because, I realize this is long overdue. Life is so short, so why waste time being sad and angry and all those negative emotions and all. I cant be holding back just because other people are sad. Its all how you look at it anyway...Plus, I am just excited my exams are over. It was tough but I surrendered and so what ever comes, it is all His work. Failure or pass, its his call :) I am just going to sit back and enjoy the days. Happy holidays to you too.

I pray for strength to withstand the challenges,
and to carry the sword of truth
I pray for courage to keep walking forward,
though it seems like an uphill battle
I pray for tolerance and forbearance,
to forgive those who have caused pain
I pray for empathy and love
to bless those are kind and virtuous
I pray for patience so I know tomorrow will be a better day,
I pray for your grace to guard and guide me in every step I take,
And I pray for a prayer to be always on my lips

Am not feeling too good about the way things are. I thought it will be easier as time flies, but I guess the past has a way of catching up no matter how fast or far you run.

I got caught. It is suffice to say it wasn't a very happy event.

Date: the past one week
theme of the event: betrayal
props used: hurt, anger, sadness, a colourful concoction of emotions

And I don't know anymore. People do things you least expect them to, so lesson learned is not to have any expectations at all. Plus it all had to happen a week before my finals.. :(

I will be okay. I am okay. I am just going to say " hey whatever! and move on"