im bleedin on the inside...
keep having to go tru one pain to another..
when wud da day break
been a long nyt..
too long since i smiled
too long since i tasted joy
too long since i felt love
the true ones,,
world seems to filled wid liars
everyword they say,,
plain meaningless life..

y do i have to keep on lk dis,
y do u keep hurting me dis way
y... i knoe i just wud neva learn y

its been long... how long d r.. been quite da busy.. actually not really. just been truly lazy. while my frens r slockin away wid their numerous assignments al i do is watch movie n chill starin at da four walls in the room n yet manage to finish up half my money by da 1st week of the month! wat a state i am.. oh gosh.. i was down wid food poisonin dat left me almost half dead.. for lk 4 days?? vomiting none stop on mon nyt.. n tues n wed super weak.. then thurs vomited again.. wen to clinic wen over to sis place.. n decided to go back ipoh.. n wen back.. n guess wat, i got allergic to da anti-vomiting med n my tongue got numb.. had to bit it da whole journey so it didnt lk twist da wrong way. freaky shit!! so niway.. got just my spanish assignment to do.. life been ok apart from dat sudden death twist... i so wanna go holiday.. i actually told mommy n she was lk where? so i said da gurls wanna go perhentian.. haha tho its all my plan.. but da gurls r up to it.. so she was lk, u gonna go wen? i said mayb 3rd sem time.. but how to go.. appa wun let.. then she: u gonna go without tellin appa.. me: tell u enuf la!! she remained silent n dad came back.. so i think its a green light!! haha.. least im tellin one parent..better than not telin both lk wat i did wen we wen pangkor!! hahaha... peace out then