i have got to admit.. my life so far is just like living under a coconut shell. As it is said in the Malay proverb "Katak di bawah tempurung" which means frog under a coconut shell? :)

By all means let me explain. I just haven't traveled much. Haven't even been to Singapore! How wonderful is that? I have traveled (or basically traveled pass) most of the states in Malaysia but havent really stopped and ventured into these places. I haven't gone to all crooks and alleys of my own hometown which by the way is Penang + Kuantan + Ipoh..

penang = beautiful, not clean but it is unique thanks to the old remaining colonial buildings plus an overflux of new condos and sky scraping towers. walking around town, you will be able to see starbucks next to an old chinese coffee shop, with coffee served with canned milk and in old china..
i think it is one of the nicest states in Malaysia..

Kuantan- has beautiful beaches. dot.

ipoh- gotta say its pretty boring. far away from beaches or seas. no sea-breeze :( no nice hang out place except for boring old Jusco.. but most of my current frens r from Ipoh.. n for that it is in a small nook of my heart..:)

wahhhhhhhh....:(((((


its saturday..n im holed up in uni..alone.. watching anime..hehe
anyone kind hearted ,

good looking, hawt, sexy, rich, nice person wanna take me out ???

(im broke too)...!!

a conversation i had yesterday with roachie

me : guys shouldnt have long hair
roach: y not. long hair sexy wat. especially if its straightened
me: eee... no no.. guys only look nice with short hair
roach: not fair ryt.
me: guys can keep long hair with a few rules..
rule 1: if yr an artist
rule 2: if yr a musically inclined person
rule 3: if u play any instruments that requires you to bob your head up n down
rule 4: if yr a priest...

kakakakakka..
indian priest (sorry to all priests out there).. they have this tuft of hair at the back of their head.. but then some of them actually have quite a

lot

er long hair.. and it will be in a bun..

and i seriously think its really funny.. almost samurai like,, only they aren't as macho..

u decide..

lie lie lie
if the clouds were to fall apart and its all your fault,
you would just close your eyes,
pretending it is not happening
and probably blame me for it

yet again.. and again..

blaming me
for making the world go round and round..

if I am the reason you aren't behaving right,
why cant i be the reason behind all smiles and living things

its been quite a difficult year.. but as it always go, what doesnt kill you makes you stronger. But then again, there is still a long way to go before the year ends.. that said, I guess I can brave my heart and hope for more experiences to learn from and ponder..

my future is uncertain.. I attended an interview yesterday with UKM KL for masters of clinical psychology.. The campus is in KL, precisely next to Hospital Kuala Lumpur (sorry peeps, no photos). Pretty isolated, and empty. Am unsure if thats how it is or probably due to exam season. Dad really wants me to continue my Masters there, but what I want is to go overseas. Probably UK or anywhere really. Get a breath of fresh air. Experience new life, new experiences, new everything.

No im not running away. or maybe i am.. I guess you just get to start afresh, paint a new face, new facade of yourself,, get new friends, and a whole new life.. It would be nice to loosen up, without people having too much of expectations on you to behave all prim and proper. It isnt so much of what others expect of you than what you expect for yourself..

But then again, no matter what i still would like to go off, travel a bit, meet new people and breathe..

where shall i go...

1st option : Masters in UK - RM 80000
2nd option: masters in Canada - cheaper but intake is on sept 09.. (wat am i to do for a year)
3rd option: mAsters in Ukm - 1st year here n 2nd year elsewhere.. credit transfer... (pretty good option ryt?)
4th option: find a rich bugger n get married to him...

hmm 4th option is the most viable.. i should find a rich old fart, marry him.. scrap off all his cash (hard-earned or otherwise) n travel n do as i wish.. :)


p.s: any old or er young rich ones lookin for a wife?? :)

its been a long time since i posted a blog here.. minus the one i wrote a few weeks ago regarding someone which turned out to be a false alarm..
i need a camera.. my blog is too boring.. i love photos.. quirky photos, odd shots.. not gothic or anything of that sort, but just timeless beauty, of perhaps a red post box in the middle of the town square, a lil girl playing in a puddle,.. a picture is always worth a thousand words.. the ability to capture time in essence.. so..till i get a camera (no i am not going to abandon my blog) i am going to just get photos that depict whatever i am talking about from the net..

i love photography, and art - especially interior & fashion.. i am not sure when this started but i do know since i was a teen i was sketching, both forms, and loved to dream of how i should decorate my house... i love the deco featured here in An Indian Summer , aphrochic, howaboutorange and so many more.. needless to say the beauty of my home is of utmost importance to me.. n i keep asking myself, y am i studying psychology instead of design.. its pretty frustrating seriously,, especially when i start thinking of a new design, i can hardly get a wink. i will be tossing and turning, thinking of the colour pallete and scheme and items and everything!

i am helping mom decorate the house for sis's engagement party n also for the wedding in june.. i shall upload photos of it.. we recently painted the feature wall orange, bright warm hue, ethnicy i must say... everything is fine, and suitable except for the fact that dad loves to hang lots of photos all around the house.. it would actually be fine if not for the different types of frames and colour... so it is just a lil messy and over loaded.. hmmm... for now,, be patient and make do with this photos of local food:)
1st) mushroom soup
2nd n 3rd) thai food from Amarin Thai in Midvalley.. their food is simply superb... mouthwatering-ly delicious...

ahh.. The New Year.. time for celebration.. Party..Fun.. lots of unfulfilled resolutions..n a whole new year to start over again..
2007.. was one hell of a year.. learned a lot..lost a lot too.. but do u ever realise that the time actually flies faster as you grow older? 2007 flew off like a blackbird..my life in uni as an undergraduate has been marked.. just a semester to go, and i will have in my hand my scroll..
am really keeping my fingers crossed to get accepted to do my postgrad in UK.. Cant wait to experience the whole new world n life out there. start afresh, you know.. let go of all the past negativeness and shitty memories.. my results wasn't too good tho, it dropped marginally quite a bit.. but as it goes, i do have a semester left to prove myself. Am only taking 2 subjects and I have my thesis to work on.. Do pray for me.. Pray that i'll get accepted into the Unis' i applied to asap.. I will be getting my confirmation right about april.. till then.. whoo hoo.. i shall just eat, drink , and be merry..

HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL!!

I MET WITH AN ACCIDENT.. two days back.. now..saying that makes it sound as if I met someone named "accident".. "er.. Hello.. I am Accident.. you can call me Mr.AC.. hehee.. okok.. lame..







but hell yeah.. i was INVOLVED( there.. that a better word :))two days ago.. I am a courteous safe ________ (insert any good qualities here) driver.. Been driving for 6 years, and nope not an accident what-so-ever-.. nope.. no summons too though that is because i pull my student-id-trick and puppy dog eyes to get me out of it..



anywayy... i was driving behind this Perdana and was just going in a SLOW space (READ: 30-40 KM/HOUR) AND "WHAM$%^^^" and i bang into the perdana because that nut had the wonderful ability not to turn his signals on to do a side parking.. It happened in a split-second.. I just reached down to take my purse and before i know i had a gaggle of geese in my car screaming their head off ( Venisri and Lehashene)!! Talk bout alarm!.. good one eh..



So I got down from the car and went to check the damage.. A broken Numberplate... and a few minor minor scratches.. n er.. the Perdana,, was quite damaged.. the bumper was dented.. N out from the car came this..



No i am not being a mean inconsiderate person... i SWEAR he looked like this,,, (my sis can vouch for me) n no.. he wasn't in polka dots.. (wud have been a good laugh tho..)




He took out his camera... started taking photos... of the both the cars.. Dint want to settle and didn;t bother moving his car to side though he was causing a massive traffic.. Nope.. Mr.Pig wasn't bothered.. Finally, I just told him, Im loding a report.. so toodles.. and drove away...

and came back home to get an earful of ramblings and cackles from both mom and dad bout driving too close to the front car n yada yada... Went to the police station today and got a summon for RM 300... N I was told, the guy is going to claim insurance for more than a RM1000 for the repair of his pig-wagon...

hehe.. I am mean..who cares.. he was being sucha "PAIN" as my sis says it oh-so-well.. He didnt bother to talk or discuss/.. Nothing.. n Yeah.. I learnt my lesson well...

"NEVER TO TRAIL TOO CLOSE TO A PIG!"

its been long.. really long since i last updated my blog.. had been busy, well final year, so should not be expecting any less right?? tonnes of assignments and projects to do, and now finally i'm back home for a month of break..
parents both would be leaving to India on the 8th and back only on the 19th i think.. not too sure, thus I ahve got to stay back at home and baby sit my younger sis and retarded uncle.. Grandma would be in aunty's house. Wonder what i am goign to do this next one month. I am not the kind person who can just sit and chill doing nothing but sleep and eat for a month. Heck I cant even last a week!! Wouldnt be too free though. I have to start on my experiment for finals.. Have to stat looking for suitable victims.. no no.. subjects to conduct my experiment on.,
going to KL in a while.. got to go c my supervisor, get the test kits and then help out with the teen youths..

oh boy.. wish i was going to India again.. truly jealous!!

>Subject: Fwd: Amazing.. Unusual Facts>Hehe...read this before, but it's still funny the second time round.

i) If you yelled for>8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy>to heat one cup of coffee.>
(Hardly seems worth it.)>>>

If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced>to create the energy of an atomic bomb.>
(Now that's more like it!)>>>

The human heart creates>enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet.>>(O.M.G.!)>>>

A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes.>>
(In my next life, I want to be a pig.)>>>>

A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to >death.>
(Creepy.)>(I'm still not over the pig.)>>>>

Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories a hour>
(Don't try this at home,>maybe at work)>>>

The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its>body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off.>
(Honey, I'm home. What the...?!)>>>>

The flea can jump>350 times its body length. It's like a human jumping the length of a >football>field.>
(30 minutes..lucky pig! Can you imagine?)>>

The catfish has over 27,000 taste buds.>>
(What could be so>tasty on the bottom of a pond?)>>>>

Some lions mate over 50>times a day.>
(I still want to be a pig in my next life...quality over quantity)>>>>

Butterflies taste>with their feet.>>
(Something I always wanted to know.)>>

The strongest muscle in the body is the tongue.
(Hmmmmmm......)>>>

Right-handed people live, on average, nine years longer than left-handed>people.>
(If you're ambidextrous, do you split the difference?)>>>

Elephants are the only animals that cannot jump.>>
(Okay, so that would be a good thing)>>>

A cat's urine glows under a black light.>>
(I wonder who was paid to>figure that out?)>>>

An ostrich's eye is>bigger than its brain.>>
(>I know some people like that.)>>>

Starfish have no brains>>
(I know some people like that too.)>>>

Polar bears are left-handed.>>
(If they switch, they'll>live a lot longer)>>>

Humans and dolphins are>the only species that have sex for pleasure.>
(What about that pig??)>>>>

(and God loves that PIG)

10 Best Answering Machine Messages*

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orange!!

colours do a lot to change da way u feel.. maybe dis is wat i should do my thesis on..(goes on9 straight away to do sum research on it... results: nothing dat suitable)
so niway,, was a bit confused bout the whole thing, bout my course and general direction in life and i realised that i took the road not taken as by the poet Robert Frost.. As all my life, i wanted to do medicine and then i got hurled into a local uni to do psychology..i am doin well but i just realised mayb i wasnt cut out for it as i lacked the passion and had no idea wat am i gonna work as.. i just got very nervous as i am da kind of person who needs to control my variables(life on the whole) and not knowing my future sounded taunted me..
but i then i knoe, "god would never give me anything i cant handle" so i knoe i'll be alryt.. its ok to do things u have no particular liking for.. the key to it is not to enjoy doing wat u like but to like wat u do not enjoy"
green..-liquids fav colour.. she has a penchant for all things green.. i love me frens.. they r such sweethearts n have always been there for me wen i truly need them or just to brighten up my day..
i cant believe i am already finishin up my degree, it seems lk just yest wen i entered.. now gotta focus on thesis, then grad and go off to do masters overseas.. prob UK or aust...it all depends on if i wud be able to get a scholarship and got-willing i will.. thanx for all u have given me lord, my frens, family, my good grades and the da unsightly ones to make me work harder, and for my whole life in general...


p.s: sha, quote "They show me the greatness of Christianity and Hinduism while i show them nothing because i'm not Islamic enough. *shaking head* sigh.." it had me rolling on the floor laughing.. u r good the way u r.. we do not have the ability to change our past, but we do have wat it takes to modify and alter da future to suit how u r... hugs

i had enuf of me feelin sorry for myself.. so.. no more complains d..
pretty happy at home.. ermm can i just complain for da last time... ipoh is tooooo hawttt... i so cant stand da heat..burning,.. melting.. have to on da a/c at nyt n wen i take my nap in da afternoon, i wake up drenched in sweat.. hahaha.. terrible.. such a thing called global warming.. sobs
so thus here i am back in my home.. eatin all da time,,watchin all da tv i wan (cut dat out,, only wen dad is not around!! he hogs da tv!! no fair!) n doin absolutely nothing.. meoow.. feelin as lazy as fellow felines..

n ooh.. it feels lk i just entered uni n am alredy entering my final year nex year ... n by nex april i wud alredi be done wid my degree!!! tho i am doin a course i didnt even choose,, i m pretty happy here.. i got a selected group of close frens,, real sweethearts they r... n met sum real nice ppl.. can out any time..go shop anytime.. not necessarily dat i have cash.. but nevertheless knowing there r shoppin malls nearby is a soothing thing for my deprived soul.. got more involved spiritually n truly learnt alot.. i was angry a lot be4,, but now, have learnt to let go.. everything happens for a reason,, n if i were to go tru da same kind of probs agains, i knoe i can deal wid it better second time around.. guess, wid time, u do learn after all..

my sis gettin married soon!!!!! gosh.. dats soon.. i mean we were just kids fooling around wid barbie dolls n legos.. n now,, she's gonna get hitched in lk 2 years n she wud have her own tiny tots.. goodness, time do flies.. n it flies faster as u get older..

i love my life.. n all da precios ppl who colour it.. u knoe who u r.. if i had failed to let u knoe how much u mean to me,, here is a shout out " i love u peepz.. thanx for always being there for me..lotsa love n huggiess..


roomie u gotta a post on me?? aww babe,, im touched.. totally.. i heart u!! <3 (",)

lets c.. in less than 12 hours i got to face my final paper as a 2nd year student.. n its so totally irrelevant to my course **psychology.. n i am taking dis Malay Linguistic paper.. whereby i gotta learn stuffs on phonetic, phonology, morphology semantic, n yada yada..so, i have covered everything except for both phonetic n phonology which i wud resume after takin ma shower.. at 10 pm.. haha.. i just came back froma 2 day stay in my aunts place down in cheras, taman connaught.. ermm,, people there r very colourful(my not so subtle hints) haha.. yeah.. well all i did was eat n eat n eat.. n watch lotsa tv. E!! dats all i was watching..but then.. nay i dun give 2 s*&ts about Paris H.'s release.. wth.. none of my probs.. dis ppl go around searchin for attention n da media frenzy hollywood suppliesit to 'em on a golden platter..hmm back to my life.. argh.. gotta pack n cover two chapters in 8 hours plus get my beauty sleep (JOKE)! still aint sure where to pack.. tot of goin back tomoro wid dnesh in the bus, then dad dropped the bomb by sayin he myt also be takin a bus back to ipoh from pudu.. so im lk.. erm.. i dnno wat to do..oooh.. im so deprived of sand, sea n sun..okay..cut out the last.. im just deprived off sand n sea.. n u cud add starbucks.. my recent personal economy crises had left me bare to the bones.. ermm scrape the bones.. bare to my dnas.. seriously uper broke.. i got no money.. n yeah.. i wanna go india again!! am sucha laughin stock.. but..i knoe help wud come.. oh btw read sumwhere that there is this paypal tingy specially for bloggers whreby other bloggers *donate* some petty cash to u.. i shud get one of those.. then dis ppl lk roomie n sha n al cud send me some money n haha. i rule da world.. alryts.. i better get my butt back to studyin n try to pack up b4 gettin my head lashed off by my dad for not coming back A.S.A.P wen da exams were over!! gosh.. uc.. i need a breakk... bring me to da sea.. n lie there..sippin coconut water.. ohh... niceee...(forget bout the part where ur towel gets too wet to absorb more water.. n the part where ur hair dries up n gets all weird on u,,n skin peeling..) haha.. but i love da water... wish i cud surf!! ooh yeah.. kawabanga!! aloha hawaii.. here i come.. but then again.. closest pitstop is just pangkor.. but no. i wanna go TIOMAN...
disclaimer : ppl,(elaine,vinod, gillian, jon, b,.. i didnt say I WANT TO GO TO pangkor.. u guys wanted,, so i explained..all i was is just an island in EAST COAST..read : TIOMAN,PERHENTIAN,REDANG,KAPAS, etc) thanx ppl..heheh

im bleedin on the inside...
keep having to go tru one pain to another..
when wud da day break
been a long nyt..
too long since i smiled
too long since i tasted joy
too long since i felt love
the true ones,,
world seems to filled wid liars
everyword they say,,
plain meaningless life..

y do i have to keep on lk dis,
y do u keep hurting me dis way
y... i knoe i just wud neva learn y

its been long... how long d r.. been quite da busy.. actually not really. just been truly lazy. while my frens r slockin away wid their numerous assignments al i do is watch movie n chill starin at da four walls in the room n yet manage to finish up half my money by da 1st week of the month! wat a state i am.. oh gosh.. i was down wid food poisonin dat left me almost half dead.. for lk 4 days?? vomiting none stop on mon nyt.. n tues n wed super weak.. then thurs vomited again.. wen to clinic wen over to sis place.. n decided to go back ipoh.. n wen back.. n guess wat, i got allergic to da anti-vomiting med n my tongue got numb.. had to bit it da whole journey so it didnt lk twist da wrong way. freaky shit!! so niway.. got just my spanish assignment to do.. life been ok apart from dat sudden death twist... i so wanna go holiday.. i actually told mommy n she was lk where? so i said da gurls wanna go perhentian.. haha tho its all my plan.. but da gurls r up to it.. so she was lk, u gonna go wen? i said mayb 3rd sem time.. but how to go.. appa wun let.. then she: u gonna go without tellin appa.. me: tell u enuf la!! she remained silent n dad came back.. so i think its a green light!! haha.. least im tellin one parent..better than not telin both lk wat i did wen we wen pangkor!! hahaha... peace out then

holiday!!

its has cum to an end! sad sad.. been a fruitful one nevertheless.. been lazyin around maximum,, out to a high school reunion, n i have never even touched my books, wen i do have 2 major papers on monday!! hehe..(panic sticks a lil too late).. well goin back kl today n hopefully there wun b a massive traffic today!!

wen to sunway wid a bunch of close frens.. no photos,, didnt bring back my cam.. was such fun.. especially bullyin a certain person..haha.. n was being thrown into da water a lil too many times..

met up wid ameeta n doedoe afta a long time.. am's goin back to aus today(fri) n doe is back to kl.. u two mean alot to me.. hugs.. it was nice meetin up afta so long!!

" hope- is faith holding out its hand in the dark" - George Lles

dis was a very cool pic.. being a big huge fan of sponge bob and all...

i really envy those ppl who seem to have their lives together.. knowin wat they r doin, n doin it wid a smile on their face.. n al i do is, fret n fret.. haha.. but niway, life has been good. imgettin busy wid studyin n doin my assignments but sum how,, havent really got da bug yet!! so it shall wait..

oh yeah,, been gettin myself broke by buyin utterly unnecessary but nevertheless wonderful -items-dat-put a smile on my face!!

we r still putting our Perhentian trip on hold..mainly since its still raining , n da monsoon just flooded a few states in m'sia.. so, we just gotta wait till da sun is massively in his summer mood to hit da water.. just thinkin bout sand-sea-and-sun
makes me feel all so warm n tingly..

photosss!!